Don't Lose Faith. Ever!

Hi and assalamualaikum guyssss. Wanna share something about don't lose faith in Allah. Why? Even if you're in trouble, you are sick, you don't have enough time to study, you're stress over something, over people, JUST DON'T. There is that moment that Allah wants you to remember Him. Maybe you're away from Him and that's the only reason to put you back on track. Shoutout to the people who left me heartbroken, who chase other friends and left me... hey as you can see, i can survive! with or without you. To the people yang always sentap and everything, i'm so sorry cause this is me, i don't get it why you're so sensitive over small thing like "tak balas whatsapp pun kena marah"? hahahaha this is unacceptable tho. Maybe because you're new to me, so you didn't realized. I'm not that picky okay. Semua orang aku layan sama. Second!! When you're in the final mode, out of sudden? guess what? after you don't have enough time to study cause the gap is so fucking (unreasonable) to digest, i lost rm50 (i was so down the other day till i didn't have any mood to eat & to study at all) Putus harapan gila, dengan i was so sick (fever, flu, cough) then i suddenly remembered that mom once told me, "Dugaan yang kita dapat ni, bukan sebab Allah tak sayang. Sebab Allah sayang lah Allah uji kita. Selain dari nak kita dekat dengan dia, mungkin sebab kita dah jauh ataupun sebab Allah rindu kita. Apa-apa pun, berbalik pada Dia" At that moment, aku terus solat, rasa dekat gila, ya Allah. First time i feel so close like really close to Him cause i don't know what to do anymore, this pain is unbearable, i can't handle it but people keeps on saying that i can! Thank you for those yang always keep in touch with me when i'm sick, always there, always call me, always worried about me, do know that you are special you guys are special for me. Thank you for existing and thank you for staying no matter how hard it is to be with me. I love you guys. Mohon terharu sbb aku tak senang nak sayang orang ni haa sebab i tak mudah nak percaya orang! Now, period pain comes in the middle of one day gap hahahahaha then i started to question one by one, why did this happening to me, why me, why now etc then i called mom, asking all those thing and i said that "i tak kuat dah nak sambung degree kalo ceniiiii" mak just cakap, "Sekarang hanya mampu istighfar, zikir and banyakkan berdoa je sebab itu je yang mampu. Jangan putus harapan, study je. At least kita tahu kita dah cuba sedaya upaya, dah berusaha, Allah akan tolong kita, cuma satu je, jangan putus harapan dengan Allah. Okay." Then, the final day, Allah permudahkan semuanya, yes, bila kau percaya dia, bende tak mudah nampak mudah je, dari tak smooth, everything went well. Alhamdulillah, the reason is, for how many times you lost, you down, just remember to get up as Allah's always there for you. People leave, Allah stay. People have no time for you, but Allah does. 

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